THD

hi people!! :)

have you ever felt the need to "THD". owh you can google what THD stand for. all the teens out there know this term :). you feel you need to THD. whats more, you may feel like its your doggone duty. your mind may be busy with the What If;



and that keeping your mind OFF what you need to focus on to keep your life and work going. but i do believe never, never, never THD. Just
like he said last night, dont THD or else you become crazy. *imagining myself jumping upside down with hand waving everywhere. heh :P. unless you work with FBI, Police, CSI, BAU or yada yada. hahaha.



as my colleague said, if there's one thing a man must hate with a passion is a woman on a mission of - THD. whoa...sound serious huh. XD




then, what should us do?? you should consider yourself on vacation and do absolutely nothing. nada. zilch. squat. zip. *what?!!! =_=



definitely you dont want him to ever think you're trying to THD. heaven forbid. @@






p/s: im gonna upload some pics soon. its been delayed for too long dah :)

LOA

HAHAHAHA. like you never did that :) heh. whatever ^-^

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just got call from mr teng. he want me to meet him at midvalley tomorrow. LOA dah keluar. yeay!!! errr no no no. not yeay!!! it means you dah bertambah lagi satu kerja. sila bersedia untuk jadi workhaholic seperti mula2 start keje dulu sebab kau ade 2 project yg ada aura untuk membunuh (-_-")




adik, whoa, i know u sengaja buat2 terlepas cakap tadi. hahahaha. macam la i x tau sebelum ni. wah, anda dah kaya. bagus2. bila boleh masuk ni. cant wait!! x sia2 la you jadi valuer ;)




good night people. xoxo.

bersyukur

senarai kesyukuran akibat daripada kejadian yg berlaku *mengapa perlu ayat budak darjah 2 -_-"

• laptop - motherboard hampir terkeluar dari tempatnya namun masih boleh digunakan. buktinya masih blh ber-blogg-ing. sekurang2nya, laptop masih mampu memaparkan interface di monitor :)
  
• telekung - walaupun bukan telekung i, but ternyata menjadi mangsa. x mengapa. sudah tiba masanya utk dibasuh dan bersyukur ada lagi telekung lain dlm simpanan yg boleh dipakai.
• baju2 - baru tersedar i ada byk baju. dan baru tahu wujudnya dettol for laundry. itu pun setelah diberitahu mak. if not, pakai dettol biasa je (sebab jauh lebih murah -_-')
• external hard disk - nasib baik shazwan nasihatkan beli jenama ini. asalnya kerana i ni careless. suka jatuhkan brg. dan ternyata ianya berguna. setelah dicampak, doc didalamnya masih ok :)
• customer details - bersyukur diletakkan dalan transparent plastic. jadi tiada yg rosak. bersyukur kerana semua doc penting sentiasa di usung walau nk ke toilet awam -_-"
• spectacles - bersyukur kerana ikut nasihat mak beli warna merah dan dari jenama yg tahan lasak. jadi tiada bahagian yg patah,cermin x calar dan mudah nmpak jika ianya hilang
  
• paperback - bersyukur kerana ambil inisiatif selalu letakkan paperback dalam plastic bagi kulit buku yg mudah koyak atau rosak. jadi ianya tidak terjejas jika kena air atau dicampak.
• beg tangan - bersyukur kerana beg yg mudah rosak selalu didatangkan dgn dust bag. ianya bukan sahaja mngelakkan beg dari berhabuk, tetapi juga memastikan ianya x mudah kotor
• bedsheet - bersyukur sbb hari tu rajin basuh sendiri tanpa hantar ke laundry. jadi boleh terus tukar on the spot.
  
• toiletries - bersyukur kerana selama 3 hari keluar, ambil inisiatif beli semuanya yg baru sebab sehelai sepinggang ketika keluar.
• jewelery - bersyukur kerana mengikut jejak langkah mak, meletakkannya dalam satu beg khas agar x mudah kotor dan senang dicari.
• mudah mgemas - bersyukur kerana mnjadi anak sulung dan mak selalu suruh buat kerja rumah sendiri walaupun ada maid. (maid tu mak punya sebab mak yg bayar. ko nak maid, pegi cari sendiri -_-"). jadi semua kerja dapat disiapkan sebelum pukul 3am walaupun start hanya pukul 12am.
• kaki kena kaca - kan mak dah cakap buat kerja lembut2 dan jgn gopoh. ha kan dah kena. x mengapa. mungkin ini balasan. mak cakap, lebih baik kene sekarang dari kena di akhirat.
• sijil - bersyukur kerana semua org tak tahu mana i letakkan sijil tu. if yg tu rosak, habislah kitorg kene pergi sekali lagi. lama duh -_-"
• family - bersyukur sebab semua risau bila phone x blh on sbb battery fled. jadi i tau semua org still fikirkan i bila i xde. (cess. padahal kene marah ngn mak sbb x dpt contact selama 3 hari)
• people - bersyukur sbb i blh buat x tahu je walaupun ada mulut yg bercakap (padahal hanya mndengar dari sblh pihak sahaja) walaupun x tahu cerita sebenar. xpe. tuhan kan ada :)

sekian, terima kasih :)

hi ppl. just talked with my mum just now. owh its a relief. ppl have their own perspection. so do i. im gonna turn it into positive way. so, i wont say bad word or anything bad here. im gonna do Senarai Kesyukuran for every single thing happenned. Yeah! wanna know it in details? will write it soon. in a few hours. now i need to settled my things first. priority come first. as my mum said, use your mind and rational whether you want to blogging and say something bad or clear up your things first. so i decided to settle my things first :)



btw, i know u checking my blog. at 12am, 2pm, 3pm, 6pm, 8pm. heh. i take it as my loyal reader. thanks.



gonna write senarai kesyukuran soon!!!

liar

penipuan terang terangan. kenapa kita kena menipu and then cover up untuk menunjukkan yg kita berpegang pada janji walaupun sbnrnya terang terangan kita x berpegang pada janji. bila jumpa kita cakap yg lain. janji itu ini. tapi sebenarnya kita janji di mulut sahaja tanpa terkesan di hati pun. mungkin sebab takut? sebab before that dah kene sembur?


berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah. xde gunanya if dekat belakang je berani beria2. sanggup itu ini. tapi bila berdepan, x berani nak nk menyatakan kebenaran pun. so mula la berjanji itu ini. jgn igt org yg ditipu itu x tahu. menipu untuk kepentingan diri sendiri tapi di depan org yg ditipu itu, masih nak kelihatan baik?. heh.


dari cara you cerita on that night pun i dah boleh agak. banyak tipunya. kenapa i lebih banyak diam and let u talk more on that night? sbb dah terang terangan i dpt agak u tipu. banyak sgt contra. kenapa nk buat macam tu sedangkan u xde niat nk stop pun? sbb nak di mata i konon u keep your words? heh.



ok. i hope u enjoy doing that. when other ppl did that to you, u rasa marah. karma la apa la. but now u sendiri yg buat. i wont do anything. i let u get yours sooner or later. cash. remember? karma going to hit you back.



bye

need a break

im soooo tired. as hell. my mind cant work or process anything dah. today hari apa pun i x blh nak recall. i cuma igt appointment i hari ni je. i tried very hard to recall what day is today but then give up. tnye je terus dgn org. heh. so today, after lunch i masuk office kejap and first thing yg i buat is go to Yvonne's place and ambil on leave form.


balik je tempat i, tangan cekap je bukak laptop and check email. office sunyi je. cuma tinggal Ian and I sbb yang lain keluar lunch. so while fill in on leave form tu. i macam blur. tatau nak tulis reason ape i nak cuti. balik png? big boss tau i baru balik png a few weeks back. so i pun tanya Ian;

me : Ian, i wanna take a leave la. what reason should i put ey? give me some idea bro.
ian : your car gonna broke down tomorrow, ur cat giving birth, ur dog eat ur homework, yada yada..
me : Ian...i think thats enough la. thank you. -_-". u bad :P
ian : hahaha. not bad what my ideas :P *muka innocent

tetiba ruhil masuk....

me : babe, i nk cuti. bagi idea reason ape i patut letak.
ruhil : nak pegi holiday.
me : biar betul babe. x logic la i nk holiday tengah2 project menimbun ni. agak2 la walaupun i closed project hari ni. idea lain?
ruhil : ha, u letak je personal errands. konon u nk pegi settle beli rumah.
me : wah wah west. mentang2 la u baru beli rumah. xpe la, i terus terang je la dgn boss why i ambil cuti ni
ruhil : biar betul babe. xkan u nk letak kat reason macam tu.
me : heh. no la. tapi ni one of berterus terang la jugak :P


so end up, i letak reason : NEED A BREAK


hahaha. luckily selamba je boss approved. x byk soal langsung. i ape lagi, xde buang masa dah. terus blocked calendar, angkut semua brg and blah.



heh padahal smlm je baru pesan kat big boss suruh cari new PM for ZBS. no new PM for ZCS. alasan? sbb takut effect KPI i. hahaha.


choco crunch! xoxo

alive?

hi people :) im so starving right now. i wish there's a cake or biscuit or erm.. ice cream with me right now. god!!! yummy!!! i nak keluar beli food now, but im scared. if anything happens what would i do. besides i have a reason to stay alive now.


bosan lah layan tv. so here i am...blogging!!! luckily i have DIGI BROADBAND!! thanks to management. hahaha. now i can blogging anywhere anytime. and no more excuses x blh buat keje kat mana2 -_-"



wait..air dah masak. i nak buat nescafe jap


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owh ya. tonite i can sleep well. and dont forget your medicine ya hidayah. it would help you sleep better. but i already got warned by the doc, dont overdose or you end up addicted to it or die


sometimes, die is better than anything. yeah, maybe kita x cukup amalan untuk mati lagi but if still alive pun didnt make your life captivating, then why still alive? i dont wanna share my answer for that. i have my own answer and reason for that question. i miss you zetty. now i know, why you did that 6 years ago. i do feel the same just now. my mind just went blank and i just wanna end it asap. when i recall back, God!! i dont want to comment bout it T_T


choco crunch! xoxo

my everything

my honey bunny, my sweetie pie, my pumpkin, my peas, my smelly..

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"everytime you wake up ask yourself what good things am i going to do today? remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it "


Native American Sayings

let others see the real you?

i've met the doctor yesterday. with ruhil. owh that doctor is sooo sweet. she's like a mom to me. to my surprised, she didnt charged me for the consultation. hmmm. i should buy her a present later. i cant hold myself from crying when she showed me how to breathing. she want me to do it together with her. but when i looked at her innocent face, i cant help myself from crying. anyway, thanks doc.


the spiritual master have thought a lesson, "start by being thankful. be happy with what you have now, and more will come your way"


this thing should not affected my job. i should know how to switch it off when it comes to work. i meant, i know how to turn it off. but sometimes, you cant just erase it all. a face that never show any emotions is really hard to do. im a good pretender. i can smile and laughing while i have a problem. but it seem, i cant handle it now. ppl around me seem that they noticed it, which i hate. but i cant be mad at them when it was shown through my face this morning. lesson learnt. next time you should wear your spectacles or never put off your shades, hidayah. even in the meeting with end user.



duh! memalukan bila end-user yg garang nak mampos x igt dunia pun boleh jadi mood baik hari ni bila tgk muka kau pagi ni. -_-'. next time belajar make up mata ye. kak yuz!!!! i need your help. cepat ajar i make up mata :P. owh ya. she is make up artist. used to make up julia ziegler, jue aziz, etc. kindly call her if you need her service :)




p/s: kak ika, i miss you too la. u know u can always leave me a msg anytime ;)

stop texting

every ppl have their own perspective. depends on their experience and background.

but please. if you dont involved in this matter, please dont get yourself in. stop texting. you just add on pressure and make things worst. i know you marah. in fact we know you marah. but please. stop doing it. its a mistake. ok fine. now, just stop. i dah settled this thing with you-know-who-you-are. we settled cara baik. i dont even put my voice into high pitch pun when i talked with you-know-who-you-are. so, i hope you-know-who-you-are would ask your team or friends or whatever you call them, to stop texting.

Your prompt respond on this matter is highly appreciated. Thank you.

lost?!

hell!! im just back from klcc. guess what happened to me? im lost. hahahaha. i x igt kat mana i park my car. totally blur. dah la i dah bayar parking fee. takkan i nak pegi cari setiap parking level. mmg x la. but im sure, i parked my car somewhere at P2 or P3.


so setelah berpusing2 40 kali (ok, i tipu. ade la 2 kali je kot pusing :P) kat tempat parking yang sama. i decided, patah balik masuk klcc and fikir balik kat mana i parked my car. so i pun masuk zara. i nmpak this belt. owh!!! its sooo lovely. but too bad, xde in my size. then tetiba je i igt kat mana i parked my car. hahaha. bloody fool!! macam mana la i blh terlupa. but seriously i hampir nngis tadi. dah la sekor2. if ada herry join meeting skali tadi, boleh la jugak i paksa dia round cari kete i -_-"


p/s : KY, i x marah la dalam email tu. hahaha. and i tatau pun u ada dlm PA S2. hahaha. glamour ok :P

major red flag

morning ppl :). heh. hari ni awal sikit i update my blog. since im soo excited see the figure. heheheh.


i thought you should really understand the game by now. but, it seem not. *smiling. why am i smiling? :) heh. hey, what can i say or do more? as i told before, i will just hold myself back and see you dance by ur own rhythm :)


havent heard "interested, but not interested enough"? it is wishy-washy. u just toying with your own feelings. the decision is all yours. you are the one who gonna bear with the result later. i wont say anything. :)

thanks

hi. heh. i should update earlier. but since i got to many things in my hand so x sempat. besides no internet conection for me all day for today. so i have to wait until now baru boleh update. yeah! i ada banyak bahan untuk update blog i ;) will share with all of you soon. now, i nak kene settle keje i dulu. heh. *sebenarnya malas nk upload gambar dari phone and buat watermark :P


sigh. ternyata u x faham2 juga. i think ape yg dah jadi ni still dont make your head hit the rock yet. what can i say is, u still dont know him well yet. i know u still texted. in fact, i read it. remember what u wrote in the letter? i think, chances given by u only will make u become worst.


but now, after read your latest msg, im glad and thankful. at least, u can see the game. no worries. i never hold a grudge on you. in fact, in my prayers every time after solat, i never pray something bad bout u. i hope you get the better one soon. amin.


bye ppl. gonna blog bout other things soon ;)
goodnite!

stressed

hi people. im so tired today. i've created a post just now but decided not to post it here because its too personal. i cant post it here since it might getting worst. i prefer to hold myself back. i have my own reason.


im tired as hell today. i just want to finish this project asap. i want to close it asap. i want to stop my headache asap. (semua pun i nak asap). there's so many things on my head now. i want all end now. yes now. just as easier as i click [yes] or [no] button at my laptop.


this project really haunted me day and night. owh ya, another 2 project pun haunted me as well. i have a nightmare everynight now. sigh.


next monday, im gonna have a presentation for all my project to my management. god!! i rasa macam nak mati now. there will be a meeting day sedunia for me on next monday. dari pagi sampai la lepas keje i ada meeting. and i really have no idea on how i want to allocate another meeting for my critical project since im not available and account manager cant make it too.


i need to make a phone call now. i need to be calm first. bye ppl

disaster

morning!!

woke up late this morning due to last nite thingy. i dont know why. im still upset after woke up this morning. im not usually like this. terapi untuk i marah selalunya diam then tidur. and biasanya after i woke up, i will have a straight and reasonable mind. so i wont be upset anymore. because i believe, there's always a reason for everything. but this time, aiya! i feel down like hell dowh. muka i dah macam jeruk.



i got three call this morning :

R : hi dya
me : hi. (suara tidur)
R : owh ko tidur lagi ke?
me : a'ah.
R : ok. sape teman lai untuk training hari ni?
me : aku x blh berfikir dear. aku tatau. -_-'



X : kat mana?
me : rumah. baru sampai n lepas mandi.
X : baru smpai?! dari mana?
me : yada yada yada...how?
X : i tgh pening. hari ni i habis awal kot. will meet u later and cerita. yada yada..
me : ok. bye....




S : hi hidayah. u kat mana?
me : kat rumah lagi. sorry. i woke up late today.
S : owh. yes ah? i saje je spot check u. hahahhaa. no la. i kat tempat training ni. u dtg x?
me : erm, i dont think so. i nak stay in office je today.
S : owh. btw, i call ni nak tnye, which guy yg slalu kacau u? sbb most of them is your customer.
me : owh, u tgk yg ala2 yada yada and yg sorg lagi ala2 yada yada
S : owh yg sorg tu i perasan. so, u x nak dtg ke?
me : erm. x nak la. (not motivated)
S : ok then. how bout tomorrow?
me : ok, i will be there tmrw morning. today, i just cant make it. i want to stay in the office.
S : ok. if there's anything, you know you can text or give me a call, right?
me : sure sure. thanks :)




i kene send email to our sub to tell how disappointed we are with them for not showing in meeting with end-user. but i cant do it now. l've tried but it sound harsh. i should cool down myself first. sigh. this is not going to be a picnic in this situation. it sounds more like heading me to disaster.

meeting

kenapa ko x tidur lagi nih? create email ya? bagus2. teruskan. dah habis nnti ko sambung tulis blog ya. okey. stop motivasikan diri sendiri yang dah tak blh di-motivasikan tu -_-'

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sigh. this should be kemuncak of my happiness. but why i still feel the pain??!! i should have the trust but i just cant be like before. tatau kenapa. but deep inside, i know i should put my trust. ok. whatever. im gonna leave it all to you. i need to trust u. :)



ok. let the details be discreet. now mari kita recall ape yg jadi kat i hari ni. pagi tadi i ada 2 meeting. technical meeting with end user. so i dah booked all the sub's calendar. boleh pulak 2 2 team x masuk. dah lagi seminit meeting nak start baru diorg text bgtau x boleh join. urghhhh!!! rasa macam muka kene siram ngn minyak cap kapak tau explain kat end-user. bongok betul diorang nih.



nasib baik lepas tu faisyal temankan i lunch kat old town and orderkan i air yg paling sejuk di dunia. chocolate ice. cheh -_-'. lepas tu mngalakkan i menghabiskan duit bila tengah marah dengan beli perfume. -_-"



lepas tu petang pulak, phone asyik berdering sampai terpaksa berenti tepi jalan (ye la. ade ke org bangang yg nak berenti tengah jalan) untuk bukak laptop. sigh.



and tgh dinner tadi pun dapat call suruh check email and if possible send it by tonite. sbb he need that by tomorrow morning. owh sungguh x indah langsung hidup i. ayat paling mnyakitkan hati bila dengar org comment, " kesian u kan. kene angkat call and buat keje malam2. nasib baik i x payah" -_-'.



so now, i dah reply that email. i nak tidur. email frustrated i untuk semua manusia yang x datang meeting pagi tadi akan i create esok pagi je. i nak bantal ngn tilam je now. bye ppl. xoxo

nite!!

malas?!

ok, i think i should update more but you know me. my hand is soooo malas to turn on my laptop even though i have internet connection most of the time. most of the time ya. not always. sometimes tempat yg i pegi xde wifi pun. or baru nak ade wifi. meant i have to wait for him to configure then baru boleh. but usually, bila dah ok, its time for us to balik. so while waiting, my hand usually hold my paperback rather than laptop. plus, my laptop size besar la. x best. *cheh, mencipta alasan sendiri sebab slalu x update blog*


ok, jom i update what i did last weekend till today..

saturday

erm...ok i lupa what i did. basically, woke up around 10am since i had meeting the night before at bangsar. prepare breakfast. then keluar kot. damn! i x igt mana kitorg pegi.


sunday

erm, im not sure. but im sure i made proper breakfast. baked beans, sausage,roti telur, scramble eggs and orange juice. heh. healthy meal right? *bangga kejap :P. then pegi klcc, then to ampang and lastly to bangsar. found it and both agree with it. *jumping up and down :D. then malam, i think we went to .....errr. i x igt la. but related to his work la. i dah lost track dah -_-'


monday

went to my customer place. wait almost one hour atas sofa, boleh dia x keluar2. 5 minutes dia macam 5 years. erghh!!! gila bengang. dah la i ada another meeting at 12pm. lastly i blah and promised to come later after office hour je. petang i pegi pun i kene tunggu like half an hour. adoi!!! ssh tul la dapat customer macam nih. then, we went to low yat. yada yada yada. tidur.


tuesday

damn, i got loadz phone call from customers. adoi!!! penat. until one time, i answer that call and i said, "i call back, mr.xxx". hahahha. at least it give me a time to think. sampai office baru i drop a line to them. hahaha. ok whatever. mlm ni ade meeting pulak. 8pm. urghh!!!!

ok. that's my update. heh. x macam update pun. sbb semua pun x igt. plus i cant write everything here. -_-'. bye ppl. have a nice day!!!

*god!! this post take me 3hours to finish it. nmpak sgt melompat2 tulis sambil buat keje -_-"

update!

everything's running on the schedule. hmm. its not really like im scheduling it. i prefer to say, its still in progress. hahaha. because we never really sit down and plan it well. basically, we will talk bout it when we sit together anytime, anywhere, wherever it come cross our mind. heh. pretty lay back kan? hahaha. we know!! but whatever. hahaha




woke up quite early today even though we came back very late last nite since hanged out with abg and abg asy at kl. yes, with abg and abg asy. budak dua ekor ni dah panjang kaki sbb ade kereta. sanggup pnjat pagar lagi. hahaha. too bad i x ambil gambar dorg sbb my phone's batt fled. and i boleh pulak terlupa nak guna his phone to take their picture. sekarang ni budak dua ekor tu (abg and abg asy) asyik pakai baju kecik je sbb body dah cun. cesss!!!




owh ya, my youngest brother has his operation today. hmm. last time i texted him this morning (11.00am - i dont care i still consider it as morning! :P). he just came out from operation room and still feel dizzy.




im out of hand today. banyak gila kerja. i hate it and i love it at the same time. ok im psycho. ignore me :P. i really need to continue my work. if not, sia2 je i x lunch today. ok bye people. will update soon ;) mwaahhhxx.





p/s: i miss aleesya so much. i've got the permission! yeay!!!

byk keje?

got a loadz of works at office. got a lot of works kat rumah. dah naik rimas tgk rumah yg sikit lagi bakal jadi macam tongkang pecah. luckily i dah berjaya *ewah ayat macam teruk sgt je kerja tu. basuh semua baju pagi tadi. x sia2 tau bgn seawal 5am to settle all that. tapi mlm ni mmg patah tangan la nak iron semua baju. aaaa!!!! ada byk baju yg nak kene hand wash!! macam mana blh lupa nih. duh!


kadang2 rasa macam best gak jadi lelaki. x payah nk fikir2 nak kemas rumah ke, masak ke, ape ke. bising je kat org perempuan dalam rumah tu untuk suruh dorg buat. atau pun jadi je macam sesetengah lelaki, x kisah pun kalau rumah tu nk tunggang terbalik ke ape ke. ish, nak ke? x nak lah. gila serabut kot.



tapi sebenarnya kan, best jugak buat semua tu. entah. tatau nk cakap kenapa best. heh. ape2 je la.



ok now i know. its not easier. sigh. luckily i have my family. thanks to adik. she did a lot of ground work. terlebih2. sgt rajin rupanya adik i yg sorg ni bila tiba bab yg macam ni. bagus bagus! hahaha. kakak ambil kesempatan :P



people, believe me. its not easy. nmpak macam best tapi tu sebenarnya tu korg nampak result je. process nya korg x tngok. even though everyone's willing to help but i do admit, i sendiri owe myself. keep delayed everything even i know i kene buat jugak if i want to proceed. duh! i never thought its so hard.



xpe xpe. breath in....breath out...ok. i nak sambung buat keje balik. bye ppl. mwaahxx


p/s : being with you is like having every single one of my wishes come true

geledah phone -_-'

sementara tunggu visio ni habis installed dekat laptop ni. meh kita selongkar phone tengok gambar2 yang pernah ambil time tatau nk buat apa. dan tadaa.....

first picture we captured





we start mocking with camera. haha.

this is his idea. he's adorable kan?




ha dah start buat benda annoying dah dua2 ekor -_-'





ni lagi la. tatau ape yg kitorg buat. hahaha. kamal feel dowh :P






ok mari kita masukkan aleesya sekali.






alahai. asal muka aleesya macam tu?





owh, nak ambil gambar sorg2. baiklah!!





apahal mama aku asyik ambil gambar aku ni?





aku malas layan mama -_-' (anak buah derhaka nih! :P)





ye la. ok saya senyum!


wah!!!!! kenapa ko sgt comel aleesya!! :')

im already here, u just didnt know. heh

whoa, its near a month i x update this blog. heh. being a busy bee again? kinda la. im talking not only being busy bout my work only k. my life's busy too. hmm..bila fikir balik, ape je yg i sibukkan smpai nak update blog pun x sempat. ok alasan terbaik yang sering diguna pakai di seluruh dunia...i penat la. heh. betul la weh. penat weh. weekend pun x macam weekend. sigh.

who are you? ask me to tutup my blog account. mampus la that blog account is about sapa pun. i x tulis bout you pun (mmg x nak pun. no way!). in fact that blog xde kene mngena ngn you pun. plus, last time i update that blog is dec 26. i dah cakap, u rasa macam u dah ok now, but the truth is not. heh. im enjoying this moment now. i nak tgk sampai mana. one time, i will make it to your face! yeah! BIATCH IS BACK! AND IM READY TO BATTLE!